A little BackGround Information

So i worked for this company for almost 4 years now, just short a few months from now. I began working on the phones, what we call answering technical calls for high speed internet connections. After a year and a half of answering the phones i got a postion in quality assurance. That job was sometimes nice but then it was one of those jobs that the headacks and why you were doing the job never actually came clear. but then i became supervisor for the department. Yeah didn't know why i was there but i was now running the joint. LOL

Well supervisor life sucked because i was doing my director boss work and was overworked with departments, travel, and the bullshit of any major telecommunications company. So like any little person that is burned out and was only doing the original job duties assigned to me, I was "let go" the nice way of saying it. It really ment, "get the fuck out you fucker, you suck big time" , or at least that is what i thought it ment. But to cut this part of the story short i had what i consider a nervous breakdown and entered a deep depression. Which now, 6 months later, i have started to regain my life and have slowly wandered back to the company that gave me all my "issues". Well they paid for my recovery i should give something back to my fans...

So the company hasn't made any of this easy. Not that they should make it so easy that i don't have to worry but they put me on overnights, with only 2 people that can help me if needed. I have a supervisor that has only been a sup for a few months, and while all the other sups are talking to me he doesn't understand that i'm not some new kid that just lucked into a job. I was handed a training book and was told to read this and i should be fine...LOL...and to listen in to calls so that i can be a great tech again.

My first thougths a great tech, why would i want to do that? I am forced here with no ability to move anywhere in the company. Not because of the demotion but because the company probably won't be here not so far in the future. But i have to wait 6 months before i can even think of trying for a different job, so i guess that just makes it imposible to get a job since the company is bought out and won't exist in 6 months.

So after looking at this lovely training booklet, that i helped review and gave input for, just makes me laugh. Because instead of "studying" like a college kid cramming for a final. I'm online writting a blog to make my life have a meaning. And to be honest i am feeling really good about this and it is relaxing me, or wait is that the ativan that i just took...LOL